Well, this time i really see it very openly after a day? They cancelled the night market trip when everyone was so into that trip. You can predict that, that's the main objective of the trip. I lost the purpose at the end of 1week. The thrill and excitment when you habour for so long just vanish with a sorry, exactly like pushing you off the cliff.

Come to think about it, i'm not satisfied with the clothes, shoes and bags. I haven get enough, totally different from what i imagine :( duh!

Talking bout attachment, i was attached to BIG C (free labor) we're assigned to try out all sort of different departments, gaining more experience. I was slacking throughout but i did some work too. You don't get paid so why work so hard? haha! I love the information counter &bakery department the best (: I get to test all sort of pastries! Yummy(:

The 2nd week was some Handicraft shops. Attraction for tourists, i think i'm literally wasting my time that lead me to ponder the negative. I went to the temple, to shake my fortune. Nothing going smoothly for me, how pathetic! I'm worried bout so many things! :( TONS of it okay.

I don't wanna spend my time jaded! freaking no point mann, like i'm wasting hours of my life. Okay call that a bonding between friends then.

I'm deprive of sleep, sleeping 6hours per day isn't enough right? I hate the sleepy feeling of pushing myself out of the bed with my eyelids struggling to fall off. Lousy complexion, rough hair texture.

I totally lost the drive to complete the entire oversea attachment. I wish to go back to singapore. But overall i'm okay still managable(: just plain whining.