On the lovely Wednesday, i meet up with Yunru after exams to let my hair down to distress. Been bombarded with many negative thoughts. People always say 'don't dwell on the past anymore, what's over you take it as over' however those negative thoughts still creep back. Reviving the memories that is still fresh in my mind.

Last night, i rummaged my red treasure box that keeps all my small birthday gifts or tokens. I came across a red small envelope from someone that used to be so close. I removed the plastic protecting the envelope pull open the seal as well as the card. I started mouthing with a heavy heart that reads 'remember me for the rest of your life, friends forever?' And the sudden question, what happen to us again? Why could our relationship strained so much? Looking at the photo makes me even more upset. I hope you're not expecting me to make a choice to choose, because i wanted both that i cherish so much in life.


From what you did, i dont hold any grudges because it doesn't matter anymore. However you not taking the initiative shows that you're not interested in this friendship anymore.


Not forgetting my close friends for playing suchan important roles in my life. Thank you, don't strain(: we'll keep in touch even if we're going seperate ways.