Just the way you are.

Smack-down to earth realization/

Thursday, July 22, 2010 @ 10:38 PM

I absolutely. ~~trust~~ you,

After a day of being torment by negative thoughts, today's finally a better day. Yesterday i was completely driften away from happiness/life. I try so hard to concentrate solely on my work, yet the worst diverted my attention. That the unexpected started creeping in my mind again, gradually it stalled my movement. A pause to my mind, i let down my pen started to stare into blank air. Yet today, during taxation exam i wrote the wrong figure down despite my mind flashes the correct figure. I don't know whats with me, for understating the amount of months.

I had a hard time to play along with my reactions, i'll put a smile to my face when it's appropriate.

Feeling so fed up when my mind cant absorb others' explanation of my question. I lost focus, i lost track, i lost hope in myself.

But, but, not forgetting my friends is playing a great part to cheer me up (: I like today because yesterday was a dreadful day to me. Suddenly i feel a different after having the same feeling almost everyday to school. Learn to appreciate happiness, move on, flush the sadness away.