Just the way you are.

impossible.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 2:12 PM

hello(: i need inspiration for a good start up. Unfortunately till now nothing appears or flash through my mind.

Everything is within my reach yet delaying &dragging always cause a failure to it. I'm such a failure, i always call myself that. I couldn't complete tasks on time, i failed to keep my promise. Reflection is done on myself, it comes to a point that i need to sleep early to adjust my body clock system. Sleeping early is never a drawback. However I've failed too, the important people in life advises me so, even the voice in my head. Guess I'm just too stubborn &indecisive.

Realistically, thought happiness is knocking at my door. Thinking that i'm gonna be someone happy in all sort of ways. However all this is just my thinking, not exactly real. I'm started to realised all my pre-mature flaws, demoralised. My confidence level kept decreasing slowly.

So good or bad?