Just the way you are.

guilt-stricken.

Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 7:46 PM

I've unlock my blog. It's nothing actually, no post updated &etc. Hmmmmmm, for the first time in my life I've successfully cracked an egg! Bravo isn't it? Haha ! I'm so proud of myself ! Cooked noodles with egg &scallops, not really delicious though. Haha, such a failure in cooking. So don't ever ask me to do a hand-on on cooking.

Exams around the corner and I'm not prepared at all. No motivation to study anymore, so this is when I'm starting to lose out ! If only I'm entitle to magic, to cast magic spell. And i could see perfection, in almost every ways.

Oh well, period. Hasn't been studying during the weekends due to class chalet. It was quite amazing, with significant happenings.

upon cogitation, its came out to a result that I'm isn't a good friend. I cant bring myself to speak out, yet avoiding. Escaping reality is what I'm best at, so I'm such a disappointment. The act of being a coward,
Everything isn't sailing smoothly, total hindrance. Life's not bout happiness anymore (...)
but stacking with problems, dwelling &swelling. And it's that difficult. But yes, smile like i'll used to.