Just the way you are.

some, unsolve-able problems.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008 @ 12:45 AM

well. hello (:
long time, didn't blog. i got junks and junks of things to say. but i just can't recall back. Okay, speaking about ytd , i kinda pissed about some matters. Well, whats more other than friends ? Okay, put that matter aside first. There's something i just couldn't understand, why can't they tell me about it, it was like as if i give a lot of negative remarks. How long they wanna hide from me ? Okay, so i get to the point now, that's what some kind of friends are for. Im, utterly disappointed with them. Why, can't she tell me, why can't he tell me? She used to tell me almost everything, but what happen now? I've been giving her, hints. But she just wouldn't tell out. And somehow, can he tell me or teach me? How can one change feeling for someone that fast. But, the amazing thing is im so shocked and stunned about it. I just don't get it. DAMN!
it took me, almost one so called "sleepless night" to think about this unbelievable scenario, I've been thinking, thinking till its took me quite a long time to sleep, i even dreamt about that incident, i slept at 12 and i woke up at four. somehow, i just couldn't understand. insufficient sleep, yeah i know its bad for my health, but lesson duration are long. I wouldn't have any extra times, times was different now, compare to secondary school. I'm always burning the midnight oil, mugging memorising for CRN for just only unit one and two. tough life. lesser and lesser afternoon naps. twirl back time please.

And well, i got CRN test today, finally its over. Well all i do is to write write write, untidily. But i didn't scribble because im serious about my studies :D and i had great fun in school , because my friends are there, and esp. Ti Yong, he never fail to me LAUGH. because he's damn funny.