Just the way you are.

heart sanks.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 12:22 PM

everything just bundled up, just crashed, fall, tumbled on me today, the blow is just too critical. All about him, i realised so many things today. And eventually its hurts, obviously. I was alrdy at the verge of forgetting him, on sunday , and realise that i can forget him, without loving another person. Then, i was so relieved that i could get it over. then he message me , on that night.
Suddenly, those old feeling revive back again. Im so damn confuse. Perhaps i don't even know how to express it. NEVER MIND! put that matter aside. IM feeling okay during lesson times. Im, still take everything very normal.
And, guess what, COINCIDENCELY. i saw his name on the bus, the board behind the seats. And it was really him, all the details gather up. And okay im still more likely alright. its hurt looking at her friendster comment, sawing his name. And the first featured friend.
okay, im sad, but initially im alright now .
got to mug for CRN and OFC test, im still halfway through memorising.
SEEya readers
:DDDD